Emptiness

People my age should be having fun, be carefree, and probably do a lot of mistakes that they would later regret but they didn’t care because they were living their lives and it could be one of the greatest experiences they encountered even if it was out of mistakes. People my age should go out and explore what the world has to offer. But I’m doing neither of those. Is it bad? It is good? I don’t know. I don’t know what I’m doing with my life. All I feel is empty. Yes, I have a life, family, and friends I can rely on. But there’s always that feeling of emptiness inside of me that I can’t seem to get rid of. I’m tired of thinking that everything is okay when it’s not. I’m just tired.