I just realised I made myself look fucking vulnerable on this site. And I hate it. I don’t want to sound nor look weak. But I can’t help it. When you’re powerless, there’s nothing you can do about it. It sucks so much when it hits you. I am trying so hard to not be in this hell hole but it seems like I can’t escape. Whether I choose to ignore it or not, it’s always gonna be there.
I NEED DISTRACTIONS. SEND HELP.